32. What Is It I Want?

What is it I want?

In this walk that I walk,

In this peace

That I piece

Together with 99¢ glue from the 99¢ store.

I ponder the mosaic in front of me,

It's so full of magical colors, sparkly colors

Pieced together with 99¢ glue from the 99¢ store.

The harmony between each and every piece,

Between the red one and the blue one and the green one and the yellow.

To this I cheer.

I cheer to this wholeheartedly.

I dance in circles, I dance in zigzags;

I dance to this wholeheartedly.

I sing pleasurable notes, I make pleasurable beats;

I sing to this wholeheartedly.

I write to this wholeheartedly.

I laugh to this wholeheartedly.

I swim to this wholeheartedly.

I smoke to this wholeheartedly.

I cry to this wholeheartedly.

To my wonder,

Despite all the ways I've learned and evolved to this wholeheartedly,

I still ponder,

What is it I want?